**PS: there may be typos in here like crazy, however I can’t care. That’s what disables so many of us amazing souls. What has disabled me. Caring becomes a burden for self at times. No longer.
The devil is a liar. I know this. We know this. But on my 7th day of Ramadan, I am truly recognizing that any uneasy energy imbalance I experience is caused by negative vibes. I sat in my bed last night and told myself, “I must have been crazy if I thought I wasn’t going to be tested heavily in the next 30 days!” This was after someone attempted to make their decision my issue. The uneasy energy imbalance caused by those yucky vibes are usually created from individuals who do not get their personal pleasures met. Whether you do not react a way they want you to or succumb to their opaque expression of emotion. Coming from a person who stayed with an attitude about something, as I continue to grow as a woman in self and in spirituality, attitudes become worthless by the eye-roll. Attitudes complicate pure concern, pure understanding, and pure solutions! As we grow as people of Knowledge, simply removing our lower selves and asking or telling someone what’s bothering us, what makes us happy, what scares us… just sharing anything about our TRUE self, becomes effortless and freeing. So as a woman continuously seeking Knowledge and bettering myself, I believe those individuals choose to continuously express themselves through the lower self and I have to remove myself.
For those who know the Truth and decide to project from their Lower energies, find better comfort in negative charges than investing in positive charges for themselves and others. For they have the same tools and wisdom to grow and learn for the better of Knowledge and inner growth for the lovely journey of inner-self peace. Unfortunately but beautifully we all move to a beat from different drums however as life goes on, I’m feeling I can only surround myself with those who understand that there is only One Maker of all drums. And who do all in their conscious to praise and understand that life can be much worst. That gratitude is forever and everything. I mean, this is all of my interpretation and understanding from myself and the experiences in my life. If I can go 15-16 hours a day without digesting food and 30 days under the Holy month to show my appreciation to be here in this world, I know everyone in this world who was also created in the image of the Highest Power, can take time to look into themselves and understand who and why they are how they are.
Okay i’m done! I was just moved to type today. I had to come here for many reasons but nothing more important than my life tax of being alive. Like all the messengers sent to better this world, I’m here sharing a message. Not trying to convince or diagnose. Just sharing. May peace be with you all and Ramadan Mubarak!